Well... It's been how long now since I last updated... yeah, I dont even remember!

All I know is that quite a lot has happened... Mostly in the very recent months! Think you know that I moved back home after only 1 semester of uni last year, was going out with Josh for a little while, but the distance and the fact that he wanted to be single again got the better of us.

I was working full time for those 6 months before I moved back up here. Spent Christmas at home, New Years at Bonnie's and in St Kilda, and that was the first year in 5 years that I didn't spend New Years with Ben.. How strange that was!

I came up to Ballarat for O-Week, and that was when I decided to come back to uni just part time, hoping to keep my job in Melbourne and just have 1 night off a week to come up for uni. Well they wouldn't let me have the night off, so I couldn't work there any longer. The weekend after that was Bonnie's 21st, and that's where I first met Wil.. More about that soon.. He doesn't even remember meeting me there, but yeah that was when we first met, anyway!

That same week was my birthday, and the first week of classes! It was crazy! Nex weekend was Mel's birthday and I came up from Anglesea and surprised her for her brithday! And the weekend after that I finally moved up to Ballarat to live in a house with 2 other people... Now I'm paying the price for that....

In the coming weeks after that, I started to spend a bit of time with Wil.. and then you know... one thing leads to another....

Although it did really all start out from a bet between him and Kat! How crazy! But I'm happy now... I never thought that I... Me... Sarah Darby... would fall in love. But yes.. It has happened, and I am finally happy. We've been together for only 2 months.. I know.. Not long at all, but it is really going well.

And just yesterday, I saw my little sister and her mum for the first time in 5 years!!!! And I also spoke to my father on the phone. That was the first contact I've had with him also in 5 years! It was crazy! I also met Wil's mum yesterday, so it turned out to be a pretty big thing for me yesterday.

Things are finally starting to go right. I've enrolled back into full time study for next semester, and then I'll decide what I reall want to do at the end of the year. Next step is to move out of where I am!! Thats the only thing that is killing me!!.... That and still not having a job...

But otherwise, things are just great right now! I'm actually finally happy! But with the few exceptions!

Well I think this has given you the outline of what has been happening since I last posted! I know it's a long one, but oh well!!

Hope to get a few replies!

See you soon!

xoxoxoxoxox

well i worked out my money situation today... and unfortunately i'm not going to be able to come up with the extra cassh i'll need to be able to go to japan! it's just too much of a hassle, and stress to worry about it! it would be a great trip tho! but at least now i have the motivation to save for my car! i now know how much money i can put away a week, and i'll easily be able to save to buy a car mid year next year! looking forward to it more now!
well i'd better get ready for work! it's freaking HOT here!!
catch you all later!

well it's been quite sometime since i last posted, but still didn't seem to miss much!

Went out with mum last weekend and some irish guy tried all the moves on me.. he wasn't attractive at all though!! haven't heard from him since sunday, so i'm hoping he doesn't still want to take me to dinner this weekend!!! he also apparently wants to take me to the cox plate! (one of the days of the spring racing carnival!!!) i really dont want to go! here's hoping he doesn't call or message me again!

anyway.. in better news...

I have the opportunity to go to Japan at the beginning of December for 12 days with the Rock Eisteddfod Challenge!!! The only set back is coming up with another $1000-$2000!!!! i'm guaranteed work at the factory, so i know i'd be able to save up over half the amount i'll need for the trip, but i just need to come up with that little bit of extra money!! i'm really looking forward to this! i'll be working it all out tomorrow, so here's hoping i can get a small loan or something!!

anyway... i'm quite tired now! gotta get up at a decent hour tomorrow to sort a lot of stuff out, so i'm off to bed!!

catch you all soon!

xoxoxox

ok... so we couldn't talk in person yesterday... i dont know why i couldn't!! i just froze up! very much unlike me! (ey bon!!)

anyway.. i couldn't handle not having a reason for why, and for what happened saturday night.. (thanks bon for picking me up!!! love you!) so i messaged him...

we talked for a bit.. he feels like an asshole about saturday night, and i told him so he should! that was as blunt as i could get with him! cos i still really like him! anyway, we talked.. and we're gonna try the friend thing.. hopefully it will work cos i'm living back at home, and wont see him too often, i know it still will be awkward when i see him next, but it should be ok...

but hopefully i wont be living here for too much longer... looking at moving back up soon! cross fingers!

anyway i have to get going now...

talk to you all soon!

*kisses*

Well I spose you were right last time Kylie, and Bonnie!

Us girls should just go and be nuns, or lesbians!!!! HA HA HA

Broke up with Josh... :(

He wants to be single again... it's not me! (the whole... it's not you, cliche!)

so this is just a quick update... PHILLIP ISLAND WAS FANTASTIC!!

Back at work again... came home early last night sick... heading off soon to work...

created a MYSPACE... and am almost addicted!! haha

http://www.myspace.com/sarahkd87

check it out!

ok... just got home from visiting my friend in carrum downs, and my sister has a bit of a party going on here!!! she's a bit drunk, and so are her friends, and they are so god damned loud!!! she's gone through all of my stuff! alcohol spilled onto my laptop, which i'm majorly pissed off about! and to top it off, half of them are staying the night! I have to be up at a decent hour tomorrow morning to take mollie to her friends birthday party!....

sorry... just needed a little rant... hope the rest of the weekend doesn't turn out as bad as tonight!

Ok, so I seem to be updating a lot now!! haha

I have half an hour to kill, before I go and get lunch to take to my little sister at school! They have a footy lunch day today, but Mollie forgot to give us the notice about it, and didn't get the lunch order in! So... I'm gonna take up some lunch to her, just so she doesn't feel left out!! I'll get some lunch for myslef at the same time. haha

So this weekend has planned to be MASSIVE!!! Going to visit a friend down in frankston tomorrow night; have to take Mollie to a birthday party on Saturday lunch time; take Megan to Softball training, and work out uniform and playing in a team for me; and then the drinking starts!! hehe

Going up to Ballarat on Saturday night, and getting smashed with Mel! Going to Ararat on Sunday with Mel, to see Josh; and then Monday heading down to Phillip Island for the night!! I CAN'T WAIT!!! It's going to be HUGE!

At least this weekend will give me time to relax before I really have to start saving my money!!

Anyway, I'll leave it at that for now!

The problem with LJ: we all think we are so close, but really, we know nothing about each other. So I want you to ask me something you think you should know about me. Something that should be obvious, but you have no idea about. Ask away.

Then post this in your LJ and find out what people don't know about you.

oh and i forgot to mention that while i was a bit drunk on wednesday night, i cut my hand, and now i think it's infected!! it keeps opening up, and it's really quite sore!!... just thought i'd share that!!

oh... and it's already been 2 weeks tomorrow!... hehe. wow! the time has already gone so fast!